Ehhhhh

Yesterday, I told my parents all about my secret. They are were not happy about but overall shrugged their shoulders.

Oh yea, I'm getting $500 this week, it should last atleast five days with me.

Also, another shout-out for Daniel - I really, really hate love 3volutionize.com and I wish you the worst best! ^^ You sick motherfuckers great people!

Eh, life changes

So, I *peacefully* split up last week with my bf. Said we are great friends but boring lovers and that's that.

I've been eating too much chocolate, so I think I've put my weight back on. I also got high grades on my GCSEs resit. I've been thinking over my career choices a little, I keep having negative thoughts that becoming a lawyer is too hard for me because I'm too dumb. I have to keep high spirits and try to look forward instead of down.

I am hungry so I am just about to pop to the cafeteria...

*Tummy rumbles*

 What's that you're trying to tell me stomach?

I'm broke? Again!? Dammit!

Eh, I'm losing weight too fast...

I've lost a stone and a half in one month. Scary. I posted the reason why on the "What's on your mind" thread on rmvxp.

"I'm worried that I may become unhealthy. Recently my appetite has lowered a lot, at first I was only on two meals a day, then on one meal a day. Now I can go on with just eating a snack and a drink and sometimes nothing without feeling hungry for about a day and a half.

I'm dropping 5 pounds every week and I'm scared about my heath. My hair has been going brittle and easily breakable, and my skin feels like sandpaper. I've been feeling energy-less. I don't even have the brainpower to do any RM projects.

I think I should pop down to the chemist for some vitamins, though I'm not sure what the lack of appetite is caused by."

Trust

Well, today I've had my online stuff leaked to my parents... how annoying. Sometimes you know people who gossip and tell your secrets to people all the time. It just reminds me to be careful.

Ah, not the best of boring days

Why is my life so boring?

I spent a whole day in bed again, and now when I wake up, there's nothing to wake up to. Honestly!
Anyways, I don't feel in the mood for anything except being a lazy ass so...

I'm just going to eat then sleep again, I want to go to college already! I miss talking to all those friendly bimbo girls... lmao

Spent a whole day sleeeeping

Eh, last night I went to bed late. When I went to bed it was sunrise and when I woke up it was sunset.

Honestly, imagine that. Everyone is calling me lazybones. Has no effect since I know I am. XD

Ah, after I write this I may go back to bed and snooze. :3

Hooyay!

Hmm... Right I'm here on my laptop, eating lemon sherbet candies and being a slob in particular.

I wore this really nice dress and did my hair really nice for my boyfriend, then he said he couldn't come over because he was sick. =/

So I spent a whole day reading manga/listening to music/posting on forums/working on rmvxp and a bunch of other bullshit. In the end I'm here in the dark, typing on my blog. BTW Deacon Batista is a shithead.

It's the holidays, no work, no school, no boyfriend.

I have an excuse to be a lazy slob. ;3